Sometimes I cannot believe it's already been four months since her birth. She's not a new-born anymore.   Sometimes I sit and wonder how it could have been only four months in the hospital. It feels like a lifetime. Time is so relative... She was taken away

It's been two months. She is my whole world. My inspiration. Yes, it is extremely exhausting, but at the same time unimaginably rewarding. There are still some challenges ahead and some new developments, but we have come further in these two months than anyone had expected. This is

It's been a month. She already went through more than an average adult goes in his / her whole life. She stood at the door to eternity, but came back to us. She fought ECMO* with the help of wonderful friends, family members and strangers that donated blood for

How will I say goodbye? How will I let go? How will I keep breathing? I had four months to prepare for this moment. I'm not ready. But she has to go. We walked her to the red line that separates a general hallway from the scrubbed operating

It's that moment when you know - life will never be the same again. And everything else stops to matter.